Tony, my wife died at 50 years old from kidney cancer which had metasicized to all lover her body.

you'vr got a long row to hoe, ordinarily. For your sake I hope you enjoy ever minute of life that you can.

you're talented above most of us here, and your loss will be missed. I won't pay you the disrepspect of false hopes, what you have seems terminal. Although I would do the chemo.

You're a tough old bastard and can go the full course, if need be.