Tony, I'm floored. No matter how long I look at this blank screen I can't seem to find any words that can express everything I want to get across. Seeing the pictures of your impossibly lovely family kicked me across the room with grief at first, but then, the more I looked at them I felt hope. I know that sounds stupidly shallow, like life being a "made for TV movie", directed by Oprah but.....You've gotten some great words from others here who have found the strength to fight the fight. Their words, more than mine, have the power to lift you up, I pray that they can and will. Sorry if I'm incoherent, it's past 3 in the morning here and I'm fogged in. All I can say right now is stay in the ring and keep swinging. Godspeed, Tony.