My dear Tony,
I wanted to try to say more than just Good Luck to you.
You are a man who is looking at death coming at you , as you said.
I cannot comprehend how that must feel man.
I've tried to write something, I've written n erased a bunch of crap here n nothing seems right.
I just hope n pray something wonderful happens..
If it doesn't,I just hope you go easy, surrounded by people you love, if it comes to that.
All my love to you Tony....keep fighting it my friend
Cheers
Franc