Tony,
Don't give up the fight. As you know, my dear wife died last summer during her fight with cancer. However, it was the chemo that directly caused her death, not cancer. I still believe that Gail ultimately could have beaten cancer. People sent home to die can and do beat cancer. Yes it's uncommon, but then again you're definitly an uncommon guy. When you get right down it cancer is nothing more than a mutated gene run amuck. If the human body can make a mistake, it can also correct that mistake. Make a New year resolution to believe in yourself and your bodies ability to repair itself.
And for your own sake keep up the gun projects and keep your mind active. Don't let cancer take away the things you love to do.
Happy New Year Tony.
Steve
