My first reaction was of natural empathy and more than a little curiosity. The more I thought about it I realized that Tony was a stop sign: put on the brakes, observe and reflect. Anyone doing anything serious these days sails close to the wind. Imputing motives leads me more often down the wrong path. Tony, widely admired and respected, gambled that he was doing the right thing. The way he logged out made me more of the man I want to be.