John: My condolences. If close, it is very tough to lose a parent. My Dad was 66 and I was 35 yo when he died of cancer twenty years ago. It really knocked the wind out of me and took a long, long time for me to get over. 20 yrs later I think of him at times but it doesn't hurt anymore. Time gets your life back to order, I guess. At least time was the only thing that helped me. Take care, Buzz

Socialism is almost the worst.