Pete -
It would appear that your problems extend well beyond what I can only assume to be self-medication. You may want to enlist the aid of someone you trust to oversee a competency hearing and have yourself committed. Perhaps true professional care can at least return you to some meager contact with an objective reality.

just a thot

best of luck

Last edited by Wonko the Sane; 07/01/18 01:34 PM.

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