I think you need to back away from the computer, mix a drink, or, three, and forget about it. In the morning, this will seem like the bad dream it was.

Buy a gun that is in excellent shape, here, if you must (I somehow doubt you need another gun, but, whatever). Take advantage of the universal 3 day return policy offered by reputable dealers. Avoid anything that has been sleeved.

You won’t hate the gun, or, yourself, if you start with a gem to begin with.

Best,
Ted