Queen Frank?
Gay slurs and inferences are often a narcissistic defense mechanism called projection. Self-awareness and emotional insight are not your strong points, but try to think about it. And hatred toward others often is a manifestation of self-hatred, but some people are just mean and miserable.
Not a wasted life Frank. I've always enjoyed learning, and sharing. It is very frustrating that much of the research, some of which is found in no other resource, at least in an organized manner, may be lost.
I am going to prioritize the DamascusKnowledge stuff, esp. the pattern examples, one of which you contributed
